The louder we shout, the faster we rise by Marisca Pichette

The louder we shout, the faster we rise

We all grew lavender skin
passed between bathroom stalls,
stalks drinking life from cocktails
sliding over lilac bars.

We left buds in our wake
scented like slumber.

We were always awake:
sequined with dawn
platforms reflecting puddles we crossed
with every sweaty transgression.

In packs, in herds, in flocks
of sunset splendor we come.

Lavender means more than sleep--
essential in more ways than you can count
it grows in our hearts
in wrinkles caked with glitter.

When the streets are full,
bars empty,

We spread our lavender wings
—hidden too long under binders
& blazers flecked neon—
we fly in formation

Not leaving, never fleeing
but filling the sky

An arc of bodies
uninvisible, indivisible
louder than thunder & brighter
than dawn.

When the rain comes,
put your umbrellas away.

Purple petals fall
adorning your hair
blessing your lips
& welcoming you

to spread your own enduring wings
& join us high up

in the rainbow sky.

 

 

About the author: Marisca Pichette is a queer author based in Massachusetts, on Pocumtuck and Abenaki land. Her work has appeared in Room Magazine, Flash Fiction Online, Necessary Fiction, and Plenitude Magazine, among others. She is the winner of the 2022 F(r)iction Spring Literary Contest and has been nominated for the Best of the Net, Pushcart, Utopia, and Dwarf Stars awards. Their debut poetry collection, Rivers in Your Skin, Sirens in Your Hair, is out now from Android Press.

Connect with them on Twitter, Instagram, and BlueSky, and see more of their work on their website.

Three Illustrations by Jada Russell (WCIFS)

Pinterest Girly

From Jada: My illustrations play a significant role as they portray women of color in a manner that is frequently overlooked in traditional art spaces. By depicting these women in simple, endearing ways, I aim to celebrate their beauty and humanity, which is often underrepresented in society.

 

Café Girly

Moreover, my artwork delves into the exploration of feminine identity and the women's experience, shining a light on the unique perspectives and encounters of women of color.

 

Tulips

 

 

About the artist: Jada Russell (WCIFS) is a 23-year-old illustrator based in the vibrant city of Chicago, IL. Her passion for art stems from her childhood. Because of this, she discovered a program called Young Artist At Work. Through this program, Jada had the privilege to collaborate with fellow creatives and create a series of awe-inspiring murals that continue to grace her community to this day. The experience proved to be a pivotal moment for Jada, as it helped her to uncover her true calling in life, art. Jada's artwork is an exciting mix of playful experimentation and a testament to her love for all things cute and adorable. Be it stuffed animals, clothes, or even food, Jada can capture the essence of cuteness in her designs, all the while infusing them with a youthful, playful energy that is uniquely her own. Through her art, Jada aspires to spread joy and happiness and to make the world a brighter, more vibrant place.

See more of Jada’s work on her website, and connect with her on Instagram and TikTok.

Mechanism of Perfection by Douglas W. Milliken

It was fun making new friends after our university got bombed. Marlene was a photographer we knew or anyway came to know, though the consistent glamour of her carriage and dress would at a glance suggest that she was more comfortable in front of the camera than behind it. Honestly, it was almost a little too much. The gold sequins. The ruby on one ring finger and the sapphire on the other. The perfect coiffure. The black Nat Shermans fitted one after another into an actual long-stemmed ivory holder. Who can do laundry in such a getup?

Now given such a public face, one would expect (or at any rate, be vulnerable to such clichéd thinking as to expect) that Marlene would work in fashion, but she was actually an arts photographer (mostly). I came to know this one night when Denver and I were throwing back whiskeys at a dark back table at the Oral School (which had undergone quite a reversal in image and clientele over the course of just a year or so, somehow appearing posh to the eyes of the slicker drinking crowds despite the pock-marked bar and stain-variegation on the floor—perhaps having earned some cultural cachet due to its proximity to the bombed-out campus—and though the tables were crowded now with brokers and closers, the staff still recognized us as the firebomb survivors and, as such, treated us with a veteran’s respect), wearing loosened ties and open blazers so as to blend in with the surrounding Hump Day financiers washing their work- lives away with domestics and Red Bull cocktails (our work days, of course, were just beginning). In his typical mannish love of theatrics, Denver thrilled in this small play of dress- up, in the simplicity of hiding in plain sight, but this was to a degree how I dressed anyway: a little too fancy to be casual and a little too sweated-through to be respectable. Which meant I wasn’t really hidden at all. Most of the abounding douches probably saw me as some kind of an intern, perhaps even Denver’s sweet-cheeked protégé, working for nothing and showing it despite my efforts. It’s possible I assume too much what others assume of me.

But anyway, somewhere around our second round, Marlene appeared and joined us at our corner high top, looking like the singer in a jazz club and parsing the room with just as much sensual grace. While Denver and I carried on with whatever pedantic whiskey ramble we were on, Marlene smoked two cigarettes to bookend her one rye Old Fashioned and barely said a word. Or at least no word I can recall. I remember, her eyes were Cool Hand Luke blue. Just devastating. When she plucked her second Nat Sherman from its ivory stem and dropped it in the ashtray, Denver gulped the rest of his drink, paid their tab, and followed Marlene out the door and into her car: they were heading up to Denver’s lakeside studio to photograph his current series of creep-ass sculptures. But I was used to such abrupt exits. I finished out the night chipping some suit’s front tooth for calling me a dyke, then went back to the office mechanical room where I was squatting those days, cold-water washed my face in the utility sink and got back to frittering over whatever I thought I was making back then.

Marlene never photographed any of my work, if only because I wasn’t producing anything at that point that could meaningfully be caught on film. In truth, I only ever saw her really at work once, when I was lung-sick and crashing on the couch in TC’s studio and she came to document his series of phthalo blue paintings. I remember, the medium itself posed specific challenges to their efforts to document, as each piece was painted on an 8’ x 4’ x 1/4 ” sheet of industrial aluminum I had discovered and TC had reclaimed from a derelict factory amid the sulfurous brown fields ranging alongside the city’s southern-most river. Despite because of—I really don’t understand the refractive and reflective properties of different paints) the uniformly even application of phthalo blue, the sheets each held a distinctive metallic gleam, an aspect TC considered crucial to the actual, individual experience of the paintings but detrimental to photographic documentation. It was a problem Marlene was uniquely suited to solve. But it took time.

Her setup seemed really antiquated to me, but what the hell do I know about cameras and lighting? Pretty much all my experience in the medium has been limited to some form of street photography, none of which I’ve actually conducted myself. Wrapped in a blanket in a sprung wingback chair tucked into the studio’s corner (sick as I was, I did not want to appear completely infirm before the glittery splendor of Marlene), I watched the two of them work, taking note of how TC nimbly set up the panels and adjusted the lights like a homunculus extension of Marlene’s will as she never once cut her cool blue-eyed gaze away from the subject at hand. It somehow struck me as an oddly swift process and also a lot of real labor, less like the goings on of two artists and more like a master technician—a surveyor or architect—and her apprentice diligent at their job. The perfection and execution of the work is what mattered most. Even Marlene’s smoking seemed disciplined in its control and gesture, like some weird monk in meditation. She only dropped her ash when she wanted to. It all stood in such stark opposition to her sparkling black gown, the shimmering tiara in her hair.

Because the sheet metal we’d salvaged from the long-defunct factory was old and ill-kept and exposed to the elements, each panel bore a unique mark of wear and weathering and indelible grime, all of which would show through the layers of phthalo blue. It was these discrete imperfections in the metal’s surface that gave each painting its character: while some read as dyed enlargements of biological samples on a slide, others seemed to contain monochromatic storm systems or the smear of fingerprints ruining a mishandled collodion plate. Some registered as diffuse landscapes. A few somehow even suggested portraiture. All of it the random permutations and wild vagaries of neglect.

In those years I knew Marlene—while I gradually transitioned out of the crust-punk squatter lifestyle and into something a bit more stable if not equally squalid—she and I were almost never alone together. I’m not sure I could even repeat a single one of our conversations. Each time I try, all I see are those impossible Paul Newman eyes cutting through the smoke-thick atmosphere of a bar or a house party. How is it that it always seemed like we were locking eyes in silent concord amid all the raucous macho boys who made up our social circle? How did her gaze seem to contain so much knowledge, convey so much meaning? And did any of this ever actually happen beyond the arena of my fantasizing mind?

Only once did Marlene and I ever make arrangements to meet out, just the two of us, which proved to be the first of only two times I ever saw her in the full light of day. We met for coffee on a Tuesday or something at some anonymous kind of cafeteria—I remember, in her black high heels and pencil skirt, she was the most conservative I’d ever seen her—and even though she’d contacted me, had something she wanted to discuss with me, I couldn’t tell you what we talked about or if we talked about anything at all. I remember at one point she was asked by a busboy to put out her cigarette and her singular look of shame as she tabbed out her smoke in a saucer, remember how the whole time, she kept her blue eyes low.

I wonder now how possible it is that this is all she really wanted to show me: that she was vulnerable. That she was capable of being shamed.

It was nearly a year before I saw Marlene alone once more. Again, it was daytime. Again, she called me. Most of our boys by then had in their own ways dissolved into the teeming anonymity of the world, snatching opportunities in safer cities or rural outposts where no one knew their true names, or otherwise caught in crossfires or mortar barrages during any number of brief and unexplained upsurges of violence between the city and whomever that day had a complaint and means of making it heard. But I suspect that even if TC and Denver and the rest of them had hung around, I still would have been the one to whom Marlene reached out. From opposite ends, we’d arrived at the same place. I walked to her apartment and knocked on the door and she answered in some kind of worn-out silk nightgown, threadbare and dirty. Her skin was skim-milk blue. And she was bony. There was even a faint Prussian shadow of stubble coarsening her sharp chin and cheeks. That, more than anything, is how I knew she was sick.

This was the last time I’d ever see Marlene. You’d think I’d remember what we talked about. We drank Nescafé at her small Formica table and smoked cigarettes and I guess had to have said something. But what I remember are her walls, whitewashed and mostly bare but for a couple poster-sized prints of her photographs, children playing in vacant lots or alleys or rooftops or tenement basements. Her apartment was one big room with a bed and a table and a kitchenette and almost everything else dedicated to her photography. I remember, her old- looking camera—positioned before a light-diffusing neutral drop—dominated the room like a throne or altar, the capturing mechanism she worked through her devastating blue eyes. The air smelled of vetiver but also of something sour underneath. The Formica was blue and pocked. The chairs were of matching leather and chrome. But I cannot remember one word we said. When I first arrived, I administered a shot into her left arm because she was too shaky to hit the vein herself, and I could not say then or now if I was shooting her medicine or dope or if at that point there was even a distinction. I withdrew the syringe and in a moment her wavering hands calmed. Then she boiled water in an electric kettle that sang “Twinkle Twinkle” when it reached temperature and we had our Nescafé.

Before I left, Marlene had me stand in the lacuna between her camera and the neutral backdrop on the far wall. Then she took my picture. There was a particular sort of intimacy in that, knowing her eyes were on me in a different way, that she was looking at me through the tool of her perfection, her most rarefied self. She was seeing me as best she could and maybe seeing me at my best as well. It made everything in me feel afloat. It’s possible I reflected that buoyancy in my pose. Then the camera clicked, and it was done. At her door, she held me in our silent goodbye and immediately I was aware that this was the only time we’d ever touched. I could feel her heart unsteadily working behind the brittle weave of her breastbones, feel her hot breath on my ear. But of course, that one photograph was our real intimacy.

A few months later, I heard that Marlene’s family had claimed her body and buried her in a suit behind their church somewhere in Pennsylvania. The name ground into her tombstone was Marcus. I’m sure, in their zeal for appropriateness and correction, her family trimmed away every curl and lock of her gorgeous golden hair, sculpting what was left into a pomade part. In all I’ve seen and all I’ve experienced, this might be the greatest act of violence I can recall. The people who claimed to love her most, in her most vulnerable stripping her of her identity and hiding her in the grave of a boy.

I suppose it’s too obvious to say I never saw that one portrait she took, never saw how Marlene’s eyes really saw who I was and am.

 

 

About the author: Douglas W. Milliken is a queer composer, artist, and writer who, drawing from personal experience, examines intersecting themes of addiction, mental health, sexuality, poverty, and trauma. The author of three novels—To Sleep as Animals, Our Shadows’ Voice, and Enclosure Architect (forthcoming)—the family history Any Less You (forthcoming), and the collection Blue of the World, he is also a founding member of the post-jazz chamber septet The Plaster Cramp, as well as the recipient of a Pushcart Prize and honors from the Maine Writers and Publishers Alliance, Glimmer Train, and RA & Pin Drop Studios, among others. He lives with his partner in Saco, Maine.

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5:29 AM by Hannah Lynn

5:29 AM

don’t you want to live forever?
isn’t that what you fear the most?
bring tears to a dry eye and reveal
the new world -

climb to the hilltop
where the song of
Hellfire
rumbling,
chortling,
chokes;
revving engines for a race;
clambers
to make noise over
the defiant cricket
conducting his orchestra;
a jogger passes with his confident stride,
and that early morning choir begins to whisper
its most familiar hymn.
the world lightens -

pay no mind to the mosquito at your ear;
droning,
churning,
metal against metal.
this is how the world is born -

through a haze
of smoke,
it brightens.
two birds fly overhead,
heading left
and where only they know?
or god?
or the wind?
this great city in a cloud
and this hilltop, littered -

i was here,
i have writ my name
amongst them!
a bone bit from the flesh,
a voice calling out!
circling cries of the gulls,
screaming at the earth
while the rest descend
on that which you have claimed -

the world brightens,
it spites.
it lives with the cricket
and his orchestra,
and with those who listen.
good morning to the immortal,
to the eternal.

 

 

About the author: South Chicago based painter and writer Hannah Lynn uses her artistic practice as meditative tools for self-discovery and inner world building. Gaining inspiration everywhere, she is in close contact with the inseparable nature of the universe and aims to “follow the thread” of her personal Labyrinth, in investigation of the fundamental truths which hold the power of imprisonment and liberation for humanity at large. Learning from Jung, she views Dreams as a gateway to this investigation - her dreams and dream-like view of the waking world is the main subject of her work.

See more of Hannah’s work on her website.

Three Works by Marie Magnetic

death by any other name

From Marie: After dealing with relentless red tape in the healthcare industry, I was inspired to make this piece. I have ADHD and have been clashing with my health insurance company every month for prescription refills, as they have decided to require prior authorization for this much-needed prescription. My anxiety only worsens as I try to navigate a world where neurodivergence is punished and seen as an affliction.

 

electronic ersatz

I feel trapped in a sea of anonymity where society expects me to play the role of wife, breeder, and mother; there is no room left for my dreams under the watchful eye of the Christian church and the American government.

 

incremental invasion

This collage focuses on the violation of privacy and reproductive rights, steeped in a dream and holding one's hand out for a better tomorrow.

 

 

About the artist: Marie Magnetic is inspired by her identity as a queer, Jewish, Blackfoot, and neurodivergent woman as she examines dystopia, delight, and delusion in society. Growing up in a small town in southwestern Michigan helped to shape Marie's values as she witnessed friends and family suffer from addiction, mental health issues, poverty, and other forms of systemic disadvantage. Marie’s artwork reflects the experiences of being othered, whether as a woman in a patriarchal society, an ethnic minority, or someone with a disability. She received a Bachelor of Science in Psychology from Central Michigan University and is pursuing a BFA in Drawing and Painting at DePaul University in Chicago.

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Teaching Democracy as an Art by Ronald Hugar, PhD

When I think about teaching, especially thinking about the teaching of writing, I begin worrying my memories of my years in professional “experimental” theater. From about 1967 to 1974 groups of unaffiliated thespians in New York City, of which I count myself, were engaged in creating a new kind of theater. Some of these thespians formed groups, such as The La Mama and The Ridiculous Theater, that were stationary and operated as semi-permanent ensembles, but most were independent of any organized associations and came together for only a brief moment to present their productions in lofts in Soho, church basements in the West Village, and even abandoned warehouses in the lower east side and Brooklyn.  Those involved made little, if any, money and were able to pursue their craft financially only through the courtesy of an Actor's Equity Showcase clause that allowed professional thespians to showcase their talents without pay and union repercussion for six weeks per production. Thus, the conditions and circumstances came together that allowed these theatrical visionaries to pursue their vision of a transactional and truly revolutionary theater.

            The movement died because of its refusal, or, perhaps, because of its inability, to become mainstreamed as a legitimatized American art form of the American Theater. American Theater at that time was, increasingly, becoming trapped between the classical demands of capitalism for ever greater margins of profit on ever smaller investments of venture capital and the artistic demands of a cold war politics played out in the arena of high culture.

Broadway theater, at that time already steeped in the practices of capitalism, drifted further into a reliance on the capitalization of sentimental spectacle in order to survive while the traditional, dramatic theater (best represented in the US by the work of Miller, Williams, et al.) found economic refuge in universities and government grants. Vestiges of this forgotten theatrical movement, what the French once called la theatre quart d’heure, remain in the minimalist movement of modern opera, although greatly diluted through co-option.

            Sets in this theatrical movement were usually limited to props and costumes, although the best of the productions usually limited costuming efforts to the casual street wear owned by the performers. Perhaps in the beginning, these limitations were imposed by economic necessity and determined by the physical confines of the available performance space, but these “disadvantages” were quickly used to advantage, with a resulting artistic focus on the demands of a performance rather than on the demands of the art. But this creative adaptation to advantage of limits, alone, would not make a theatrical movement. Many amateur theatrical groups today adapt to such lack in similar ways. The most remarkable trait of this almost forgotten theatrical movement that is relevant to the text below is its practice of perpetually revising the relationship between writing, performance, and the sources from which each sprang. The use of revision as a space and source for artistic invention created the necessity for the total participation of all present (i.e., the actors, the director, the audience, the stage crew, and so on) from the beginning to the end of a scheduled performance.

            Writing for this kind of theater became something different than writing a scripted narrative that is exhaustively rehearsed, as is the traditional practice when writing a play, an essay, or a book. Great gaps of silence in the text of a performance were created by and for the performers, and, unlike the gaps of silence in theater of the absurd, like those Pinter or Beckett created for the emphasis of the lack of a signifier, these gaps were spaces created for the concerted attempt of all involved to break down the signification of a signifier, to create gaps in which all the performers could explore the flows of their experience of the performance through body movement, speech, sound, props, or any combination of what and who was at hand at the moment. Whether that exploration was ad-libbed or rehearsed, the traditional flow of emplotted narrative was interrupted and the interruption filled with the suggestion of the disjunctions found in the experience of the rational, compossibilities (to borrow a Leibniz/Deleuzean term), of or . . or . . or . . or, brought about by an interactive, but disjunctive, movement between the audience and the performer that was textually created and explored. Each word, sentence, or limited narrative of a script written for and in this theater became launch points, marked breaks in the flow of traditional narrative structure, from which alternative possibilities for meaning were explored.

            I remember one particular production of Megan Terry’s, performed at the La Mama Café in Greenwich Village, in which snippets of dialogue were performed by the cast members within a tag-team format. The performers sat with the audience around the performing space before, during and after the scheduled performance. Two would begin their performance of a scene and at the whim of the director one, or both, of the performers would be replaced on a signal. The bits of dialogue within a performed scene were given context and narrative significance only through the voice inflection and body movement of the performers. The narrative expectations of the audience and performers were disrupted, changed, by the interplay of the differences of the performances given by each performer as they changed partners during mid delivery of a line or narrative sequence. Meaning became revealed as contingent upon their line deliveries, their voice inflection points and modes of emphasis, and their performative approaches to the dialogue, the moment of performance, and the audience. The compossibilities of signification, the flows of the performance, the action of deterritorializing and reterritorializing interrupted signifiers within a narrative was liberated from the despotism of the Playwright's voice as the signifier of a high, theatrical culture and created a glimpse of a kind of democratic, guerrilla theater.

            This was not improvisational theater, in which the despotism of the Playwright's voice as a signifier of a high culture is supplanted with the despotism of expressivism, the glorification of a performer's individual voice, as the authorized signifier of a signification. The "story" of this democratic, guerilla theater was not the story of narrative signification or the story of expressivist manipulation. The story of this democratic, guerrilla theater was the story of the flows of desire at work in the creation of meaning, the breaks and cognitive copulations, the eros, always at work between an audience, a known text, an expectation, and a performer that creates signification within a performed text.

            I once watched a production of theatrical poetry. One particular work was entitled "Great Balls of Fire." The performers left the stage and large luminescent balls were tossed from wing to wing for some fifteen seconds. The irony of literal signification brought gales of laughter from the small audience, but what followed was an almost preternatural silence, that was, in itself, a signification that preceded a signifying burst of applause.

            Who could imagine such a way of writing, such a way to experience writing? A writing that is both voiceless and many voiced, that is performative, entertaining, and dead, but naturally so, unlike the artificially animated, conventionalized, voice-graphic writing of what passes for dramatic writing within American theater today. Can this kind of multi-leveled, performance centered writing move from the theatrical arena into print, into thought? Can the writing that once served to create a fleeting but democratic, guerrilla theater serve as a writing for all media, as a paradigm for the act of writing without becoming paradigmatic? These are some of the questions that motivated the explorations that resulted in this text.

The best way to introduce my thoughts on a performative writing and the teaching of any genre of writing is to borrow an opening line of Susan Miller’s from Textual Carnivals: “This study is blatantly a fiction, which is to say that I have come to understand the politics of writing by learning that power is, at its roots, telling our own stories” (1). What follows below is a fiction of the worst sort. I eventually advocate the use of an autobiographic writing to promote the discovery of a democratic discourse and its possibilities for teaching writing, but I do so within the conventions of an academic discourse that permits only superficial gestures towards the autobiographic genesis of any text. The genesis of the text of this dissertation, the space in which it appeared and developed, began as a selective gathering of particular beliefs and practices that have shaped the experience of my life as a life. The dominant discourse conventions of the academy authorizing the following text as knowledge demanded that I restructure that experience as history, as a phenomenology of shared experience and expectations in which we all move and breathe, much like fish in a fishbowl who are self-consciously aware of the public display of their fish(y)ness. 

I came to higher education with little more than a vague desire for bettering my economic marketability within the very volatile job market of the mid 1980s. I was spurred into reinventing my “self” by an economic necessity. I came to higher education as a white, middle-aged male with a lifetime of experience that meant naught because its meaning as knowledge was unthought by me, or so I was so subtly informed by the texts I was assigned to read and the practices I had to master in the new-to-me environment I had so trustingly leaped into. The validity of my personal experience as a basis for knowledge was denied by the demands of my new social role as student and the institutionalized practices I had to master. Making “history” of this experience demanded that I accept, consciously or unconsciously, the transformation I underwent and would perpetually undergo to become a “successful” student as a willing, even if uninformed, submission to a politically and socially intentioned manipulation. To question the “truth” informing that manipulation would entail the recognition of an evil cynicism or unbelievable naïveté at work in either my intentions or those of the social objectives of liberal education. I must confess that I am ambivalent in my judgment of the possibility of a political cynicism or naïveté inherent in the social objectives of the liberal education I experienced. It is out of that ambivalence that the investigations of political theory that underpin this work sprang.

            Teaching as an ethical activity, in the situation described above, strikes me as tacitly accepted within Western society as a structured manipulation that is assumed as necessary for the preservation and pursuit of the “humaneness” of humanity—an obvious legacy of the ontological humanism shaping the metanarrative of an enlightened modernism. I suspect that teaching, like so much else we take for granted in our thinking, can be constructed as something Other, as an activity arising from the situations and experiences of those taught rather than from the “history” of those teaching or from the formalized intentions of the institutionalized social objectives authorizing the activity of those teaching as teaching.  Present pedagogy and the theory informing present pedagogical practices assume a lack within each student that is rooted in a moral negativity. For all the Rousseauian philosophical proclamations made by the promoters and practitioners of enlightened liberal education that human nature is innately good, the actual practices of teaching steeped in the ancient assumptions of the duality of human nature that ideologically structure pedagogy as pedagogy are revealed as Hobbesian in their dark assumptions about the true character of innate human nature. They are revealed as such if we question teaching as an activity whose practices and objectives are founded and justified by an officially “authorized” objective of history as the teleos of all human endeavor. Consequently, any act of teaching undertaken as an act to achieve the objectives of an enlightened liberal education within these circumstances and assumptions assumes as moral the perpetuation of a politics of justice that functions to repress a human nature that is constructed as fundamentally oriented toward individual gratification and destructive of a common moral good.

I have wrestled, sometimes covertly, sometimes overtly, with the question of what constitutes an ethical political action within a politicized writing classroom that is democratic in its procedures and objectives. Once anyone realizes that all social action is political, that any action taken, contemplated, or deliberated is always already political, they realize that a differend (Lyotard) is always already at issue at the inception of any act. Consequently, if a teacher understands her “teacherly” self as a political fiction, she tends to fictionalize her politicized teacherly self as a radical, revolutionary, liberal, conservative or reactionary and comes to understand her fictionalized “self” as a political posturing, a constructed stance that is founded in the “history” of her personal “resolution” to the experienced conflict of an ever present differend. If a teacher fictionalizes her teacherly self as radical, she may come to understand that her resolution to her experience of the differend is rooted in a posturing defined by a grand politics of justice. If she constructs herself as a revolutionary, she must eventually come to understand her resolution of the differend as an indulgence because justice, as a politics, assumes the ever present existence of a differend that is always irresolvable, that is fundamentally always already non-negotiable without some form of assimilation or appropriation of the difference that creates the conflict that marks the presence of a differend. If she constructs her “self” as a radical revolutionary, she must come to understand that justice “justifies” the violence of an imposed equilibrium through the granting of an absolution because justice assumes the always already existence of the differend as a transgression, an original sin that stains the motives behind every human endeavor.

To be radical or revolutionary, here, is simply a matter of degree, a matter of self-indulgence because to give oneself over to the non-negotiable incommensurability of the differend in a politics of justice is self-destructive, an intentional leap into the abyss of the difference that marks the truth of the differend, which denies the possibility of a justice because such a leap is a leap into a chaotic unknown. To make such a leap and believe that death and/or injury are not inevitable is not rational. It displays a delusional self-indulgence of the worst kind.

To leap into the unknown in protest of the status quo as unjust is rebellion for rebellion’s sake, from the perspective of a politics of justice. Such a rebellion is constructed as an adolescent gesture, worthy of note only in the tragedy of its waste.

To leap into the unknown just to leap is simply irrational, construed as an act of illness within a politics of justice. To leap just to leap and believe that you will survive simply because you have leaped is clearly delusionary and has nothing whatsoever to do with justice, let alone politics.

            Or, so a politics of justice would lead us to believe.

Francis Fukuyama in The Great Disruption published in 2000 writes about a social space that spontaneously appears in response to the convergence of need and opportunity that may reveal a politics that could serve as a viably democratic alternative to a politics of justice. He reports on a seemingly mundane social phenomenon that occurs regularly at the intersection of Bland Street and Old Keene Road in Springfield, Virginia, a suburb of Washington, D.C., where “a line of people forms during the morning rush hour. A car pulls up, and two or three commuters—none of whom is known to the driver—get in to ride north into downtown Washington. In the evening the same ritual unfolds in reverse, with cars full of strangers returning from downtown and dropping their passengers off so that they can pick up their own vehicles and head home” (143).

            These strangers call themselves slugs and their unusual social arrangement developed spontaneously to take advantage of the creation of HOV (High Occupancy Vehicle) lanes that can trim as much as forty minutes off a daily commute undertaken in a single occupant vehicle. This practice of slugging arose in immediate response to a perceived opportunity and has evolved, Fukuyama reports, “an elaborate set of rules over the years” that has yielded only two criminal incidents in thirteen years, both of which happened on dark winter mornings when few people were standing in line (144). However, Fukuyama points out, the practice of slugging, although not deliberately created by anybody, could not emerge just anywhere.  He observes that:

[t]here are many neighborhoods in the Washington area where this kind of order would be very unlikely. Some neighborhoods are too dangerous for people to wait on the street; in others the residents are too transient or culturally heterogeneous to agree on rules. Slugs are willing to get into the cars of complete strangers—to trust them—because, in the words of one participant, “They’re government workers. . . . They’re harmless” (144; emphasis and ellipsis Fukuyama’s).

In other words, the practice of slugging arose from a convergence of congenial happenstance that was spontaneously capitalized upon by individuals seeking a solution to an individual need or desire. The differences in perspective among the slugs that in other neighborhoods and times would prevent the practice of slugging from forming and remaining viable over a prolonged period of time are set aside or explained away in the fiction that “They’re government workers” and, therefore, “They’re harmless.”

The important aspect of slugging as a practice is that it arose and functions as an arational act that resulted in the creation of a viable social capital. Slugs are not responding to an organized call for action or functioning within an imposed social or political protocol.  They are acting arationally, which identifies their actions as actions that happen in response to simple stimuli and, thus, arational acts emerge holistically from a particular convergence of congenial happenstance to create a coherent and recognizably structured behavior that persists over a prolonged period of time. A structure arising arationally seems to grow of its own accord but it entails a complex set of behaviors that arise from the consistent and prolonged practice of a few simple rules. A rational act, by contrast, is logically consistent in its development of rules of behavior that are hierarchical in their logical priorities, and is usually imposed by an outside agency on a target group in its execution. An arational act is also fundamentally different from an irrational act in that an irrational act is one that appears as completely random or unfounded in any system of ordering that is explainable within a discernible and enduring pattern of linking and/or arrangement. An act is irrational when it fails to conform to a pattern of behavior deemed rational by the party judging the value of the action.

            In other words, the example of the behavior of the slugs exhibits in its arationality a heretofore unrecognized path to the development of social capital that, in Fukuyama’s words, “emerges in a spontaneous and decentralized fashion” (145). Slugs leap into an abyss of difference armed with only the belief that the strangers they are interacting with are only “government workers,” and, because of their government worker identity, “[t]hey’re harmless.” The upshot of this kind of arational development of social behavior, Fukuyama notes, is that it functions as demonstrative proof that “[s]ocial regulatory norms [. . .] will arise out of self-interested interactions of individual agents and do not have to be mandated through law or formal institutions (192). Arational social phenomenon, he states, is facilitated by iteration: “That is, if people know that they have to live with one another in bounded communities where continued cooperation will be rewarded, they develop an interest in their own reputations, as well as in the monitoring and punishment of those who violate community rules” (193). These bounded communities, as the example of the slugs demonstrates, can be, and usually are, quite different in their formation and purpose than the traditional conceptions of community found in Western society that are modeled on the Greek idea of community as polis.

            Since these iterative communities are not bounded by an imposed rational order but become bounded through an arational process emerging from quite localized phenomena and practices, they are inherently democratic in nature because participation is a matter of choice and not limited by an externalized and morally or politically imposed criteria. Slugs leap, or, perhaps more accurately, they hop into the abyss of difference on a daily basis because they are motivated to participate only by their singular desire to participate in the benefits of participation. So thin and unfounded is the logic that justifies the trust underwriting their daily leap that the abyss of difference they leap into appears to them more like the stepping across of a threshold, an action perceived as little more important or dangerous than stepping across the thresholds of their homes or offices.  This is not an activity or social capital that is founded on a politics of justice. If anything, it is founded on a politics of desire that is made rationally and socially acceptable in the vocabulary and syntax of a politics of justice.

            We can begin to see once we make room in our thinking for the ideological and political validity of arational acts that, as Kurt Spellmeyer in “On Conventions and Collaboration: The Open Road and the Iron Cage” puts it,

There is, in other words, always a degree of slippage between custom (or culture) and social structures, between evolving human purposes and more stable institutions—and neither the structures nor their cultural underpinnings are consistent in themselves. Although social systems provide a “loosely integrated” framework for future action, they cannot predetermine the shape, pace, or direction of this action on any scale, if only because no system is free from inconsistencies, and no society—no community, as we might put it—has yet managed to escape all the vestiges of difference and dissent. But to escape them at some future time would be,[. . .], an absolute disaster, since inconsistencies permit the fabrication of new knowledge in response to changing circumstances of the re-formation of established knowledge on behalf of those hitherto excluded from the inner circles of social power (89-90).

The recognition of arational acts as political acts that display a decided affinity to what is commonly held as democratic behavior in their execution supports Kurt Spellmeyer’s charge in his 1994 article, “On Conventions and Collaboration: The Open Road and the Iron Cage,” that “although culture is indeed a construct, there are no rules for constructing society itself because the act of construction always begins where it is needed, at the points of discontinuity, tension, exclusion, and rupture.”

The recognition of arational acts as a basis for creating social capital throws into question most of the structured relationships between the private and public realms of experience that shape Western political thinking and, consequently, the pedagogical objectives and practices of liberal “social-constructionist” thinking within a liberal college education. 

Arational acts strongly suggest that people function socially as singular individuals bound to community by circumstance and in willing, if often tacit, agreement rather than as citizen individuals of a nation/state bound in community by constitutionalized moral commitments to a morally and intellectually abstracted humanity. 

The distinction between an individual and a singular individual arises from poststructuralist thought on identity formation, where individuation is theorized as not arising from a naturalized correspondence between internalized qualities of character and externalized behavior but from the interplay of forces that shapes the perspective of a knowing sentience.  

Deleuze and Guattari in their books Anti-Oedipus and A Thousand Plateaus appear to envision the singular individual as a singularity of experience who acts in accordance with her will to life--her desire. The individual as a singularity of experience exists as a singular manifestation of the universal experience of desire, and they act in an immanent field of experience that will fulfill that desire. If identity resides at all in this conception of the individual, it resides at the point of cognitive movement, the point of perception where cognitive thought consciously engages the possibilities inherent in the  fields of action that open during fleeting congruence of aleatory circumstance. With each act of cognitive movement the individual experiences as discovery the possible scopes for identity, scopes which exceed the limits of conception provided by conventionalized constructions of identity. Identity, if what follows such movement can be construed as identity, spills into a realm of contiguous possibilities that are simultaneously the same and different.

The only constant within this conception of identity is the experience of change and movement as the stuff from which we, as an intelligence, are made. It is the intensity, the devotion of attention and action as thought to the cognitive mapping of the direct, unfiltered experience of possibility as the realm of identity that marks the difference between the political action of a singularity and that of an individual. The creation of meaning in language for an individual as singularity is no longer caught in the descriptive/prescriptive loop of the great postulate of language at work in our culture. The language of a singularity enunciates the scope of possible cognitive movement at any given moment and becomes part of the value, the intensity, of experience, rather than the agent for smothering the intensity of meaning through acting as both the definer and the representative of experience.

The possibility for a writing that presents itself as something other than the recording of the determination and representation of thought begins to present itself here. We see the nascence of such a writing in the work of such writers as Deleuze, Guattari, Bataille, Cixous, Barthes, Kristeva, Vitanza  and a host of other poststructural thinkers. The great difference in such a writing is that its source for meaning resides in the affective space that singular readers and writers map in language and within the action of a singularity who undertakes the task of creating/discovering meaning within that space.

In light off all the above, the question of what constitutes an ethical political action within a politicized classroom that is democratic in its procedures and objectives begins to appear to entail a massive task of redefinition. The interweaving of all the elements involved, elements commonly thought as distinct and separate realms of investigation, raises the specter of redefining not only categories but the idea of categorizing itself. As I write the possibility of such a task, I think of the opening line Michel Foucault wrote in his preface to The Order of Things,

his book first arose out of a passage in Borges, out of the laughter that shattered, as I read the passage, all the familiar landmarks of my thought—our thought, the thought that bears the stamp of our age and our geography—breaking up all the ordered surfaces and all the planes with which we are accustomed to tame the wild profusion of existing things, and continuing long afterwards to disturb and threaten with collapse our age-old distinction between the Same and the Other (xv).

As members of the oldest surviving democratic republic in history and as very involved participants in the first time ever attempt to extend the possibility of a literate education to all who are alive as a right of their humanity, we tend to forget how new that idea truly is in relation to the number of generations who have recorded fragments of their own passages and thoughts on this earth.

A writing that encompasses and claims to perpetuate the experiences of democracy as democratic should in and of itself question any practice whose ideological validity appears as self-evident. At the moment the very idea of democracy as conceived above is under severe attack from groups dedicated to the capitalist idea that all human endeavor is to be understood in terms of monetary profit. Their tactics focus on disrupting the idea of education as a human right and replacing it as a human necessity that must be carefully controlled and guided for the preservation of a working society. The idea of a democratic classroom arising from the voices of the students may very well run into the same barriers and difficulties of the early democratic guerilla theater in New York in the late 60s and early 70s. It may very well suffer the same fate unless the reality of shared experience is recognized as the very fuel and building material of democracy itself.

 

 

About the author: Ronald Hugar, PhD, is a 76 year old ex-college prof living on the Indiana-Ohio state line. Find him on Facebook.

Three Works by R.Drada

American Shooting Abstract

From R.Drada: These works all focus on my views and fears about the state of America today. “American Shooting Abstract” is focused on the number of shootings there are in America. I create these works in order to process my own shattering fear of gun violence, and those that support the furthered influx of guns in America.

 

Broken Blue Sky

These works deal with a sense of disillusionment in the idea that America is “the best.” They ask, how can a country believe it is strong when their children are shot in schools? 

 

Blue Sky, Red Altar

 

 

About the artist: R.Drada is an American artist based in Berlin, Germany, who centers her oil paintings on the themes of women, destruction, existential anxiety, and dehumanization.

See more of R.Drada’s work on her website and Instagram.

Two Portraits of Anarchists by Dani Knight

Lucy Parsons, pictured here with a quote from the Chicago Police that called her “more dangerous than a thousand rioters.”

8x10”, painted in gouache with lettering done digitally

 

Emma Goldman, accompanied by a press quote that labeled her “the high priestess of anarchy.”

8x10”, painted in gouache with lettering done digitally

 

 

About the artist: Find Dani Knight on Instagram.

A Photographer in the War Zone by John Grey

A PHOTOGRAPHER IN THE WAR ZONE

Her face won’t sit still for
the cameraman. She’s about to run.
Her legs are out of the frame
and her eyes, her lips, are blurred.

His picture won’t win a prize.
His lens wouldn’t open wide enough
to include the small child
that she clutches to her breast.

And he captures none of her fear,
her determination. Nor the sounds
of gunshots, bomb blasts,
the cries of others – “Get outta here!”

Had he pressed the button
a moment later, she’d have been
already across the street,
slipping inside the first open doorway.

He’d have just snapped smoke,
maybe a soldier in the distance,
or a body lying on the street.
She’d have liked a copy of that:

the plaza, a moment or two
before the grenade exploded.
She could have shown it
to her grandchildren.

 

 

About the author: John Grey is an Australian poet and US resident. He has been recently published in Stand, Washington Square Review and Sheepshead Review. His latest books, “Covert,” “Memory Outside The Head,” and “Guest Of Myself,” are available through Amazon. He has work upcoming in the McNeese Review, Santa Fe Literary Review, and Open Ceilings.

You can find him on Facebook.